Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in bnmjjjkdf's InsaneJournal:

Tuesday, April 12th, 2011
3:12 pm	Happiness is firmly believe somebody loves us If not happy, if not happy, then to let go; If loathe to give up, if not put, then pain! Now I just know, don't understand a man can love him; Until now I understand, love a person, can still miss him; Some people casual appear, unexpected surprise you. Once thought he is god in your life, can save the soul of thirst, actually wrong, some people walk in to the life in a hurry only traveler. Your favorite, often have no choice you; Love your, more often than not, your favorite; But most long-time, is not you love is not love you, only appears in the most suitable time that person. I try not to honor the past, because the road may not return. I be careful to love others, because it won't flood. I love cry and cry, to laugh and laugh, as long as all this from nature. I seek not deep, but simple. If a man really love you, he will not snubbing you more than three days, because I miss your days are very sad; If a man really love you, he will think you are the best, not will you and other woman comparison, even if you don't outstanding; If a man really love you, he would be thinking constantly make you happy, won't make you cry; If a man really love you, he would silently, but rarely give everything and let you know what he's done sacrifice. You must believe that a man coming towards you, he will bring you the most beautiful love. All you need to do is in the man there before, good care of yourself. Sad and useless, how to let oneself live your life is the most important. Love is beautiful, but is not the life complete: everlasting, lasting love small; Eager to help each other, the horizonnnnn...... marriages but everywhere. Leave is doomed to miss this life; Belong to you, must be in one place and waiting for you to appear. Meet the person: you really love to strive for and his chance of concomitant whole life, because when he leave, everything all too late; Meet the friend: can believe that get along with him to take down, because in life, can meet bosom friend really not easy; Meet the person: to have loved smile, because he is remembered let you understand a loving person more. Most sad, and not lose too much yesterday, but immersed in yesterday's sorrow. One of the most stupid, and not found no immediate trap, but the second and fell in. Most lonely, not want people haven't come, but this man has walked out from his heart. When I was young, hope oneself grow up a bit faster, grew up, but found that lost childhood; Single, started to admire lover's sweet, love of freedom, miss single. Many things, not get total feel fine, get later began to realize: we get is also lost. Forget a person, not no longer remembered, but occasionally remind of, heart without a stir. The real forget, do not need effort. Festival will make happiness are happier, more lonely lonely man. Life is too short for decades, the most important is to satisfy ourselves, not impress others; Everyone always have not willing to an open secret, must not struggling phase force; No matter how, one excuse the degenerate always not worth to forgive, the more no one love, the more you love yourself. Love a girl, it's better for her happiness than to abandon her, not equal to keep her, for her happiness and effort. Maintain a relationship, not be frank, but considering each other's feelings, reserved. Understand person knows when to give up, the true feelings people understand sacrifice, happy people know detached. For a person who doesn't love oneself need most is understanding, give up and blessing, too much affection is the handouts. Other pleaded To love and to be loved, it is to let a person happy matter, don't let these becomes painful. Wake up every day and saw you and the sunshine at, this is what I want in the future. We often see the view is: one always look to the happiness of others and envy, a turn around, they find themselves are being looked and envy. Actually, everyone is happy. Just, you happiness, often in the eyes of others. Love this thing, the women clothingtime is the key, know too early or too late, all not line. Sometimes, facing the people around him, suddenly feel can't say a word. Sometimes, once something has always insisted on the ulterly changed overnight. Sometimes, want to indulgence, hope to send a crazy queen-sized hysterical. Sometimes people suddenly say to you, I feel you have changed. And then he started a mixture. Sometimes, feel oneself have the whole world, instant yet feel actually nothing... (Comment on this)
3:08 pm	I always believe in love, and you? I want to say three occurred in nearby of the real story. I have a pair of lovers friends, they've been like each other, this is the earth person all know things, but for many reasons, a lot of concern, they keep for a long time friend relationship. Fortunately, finally, they still summon up courage together. This time, together they prepare facing graduation postgraduate courses, for the future to struggle together. But then the boy went, girls did not pass. This time finding a job is a bit late, leave Beijing opportunity has rarely. The girl found a good job, but is far away from Beijing. As friends, can only stand beside blessing them, but find it all is difficult, we all have seen too many at the graduation season break up, we all the lovers have seen too many full of scars of words, we all have seen too many boys and girls before graduation drunk vomit terribly.We can not be realistic want, want reality.But the boy decision not everybody flat-footed. He gave up reading a graduate student, chose to work with girl same city.If the real separation, can't we call love cannot go change reality? If feel love, is there cost too much to the cost more than life happiness? The second story is about a very pretty good learn elder sister, our school everyone should be heard of her.The first three years of the university, she has always been a person, perhaps too good, like many people, but dare to chase less. Senior finally saw her and a senior, is really a pair of debir hand. They are ready to go abroad, this story should be a real-life prince and princess fairy tale. It happened the god would not lovers too happy. They finally got in a country the offer. All say a long distance relationship, how much more will their without spectrum or exotic, together also not long time, the girl beautiful boy handsome and is surrounded by have enough temptation. We even can't figure out they don't break up reason. Our friendly no CARES about their relationship, only know work abroad, their lives each respective splendid. But until three months ago, six months after they graduate, is he still at the special friends in her position. Yesterday, they uploaded a laugh too special happy photo. Who says the beautiful things more vulnerable? Who says distance will murderers love? The third story, maybe you don't believe it. Because from the beginning I am surprised to dare not to believe. The protagonist is a special honesty of boy, he studied hard, competition is very outstanding, transcript is very beautiful, well protect first tsinghua. Protect first saw him after he left at leisure, thinking to introduce a object. He is how a good man by spectrum is well, of course WaiRenTian water don't flow, hurriedly nearby of the sisters to introduce Amoy. Who knows this time he said hasWomen Dresses a girlfriend, in other places. We asked how understanding, he said she's classmate of classmate, have been online chat. We were both to spray. This is not the net love? The girl still in knowing place, haven't met! This is a middle school student just play of stuff, you have a big personality for young can't do that now. Besides which net's love isn't see light dead. A bunch of loss the offensive a talent to get incisively and vividly, but he still a pair of solitude appearance said would give her connect to Beijing. To begin we can't understand, don't want to a blessing. Until seeing their happy in hand, suddenly want to understand the campus, his hard work, he took time part-time internship, originally he has been preparing for meet her over. And if a girl was soon find work, be in Beijing foothold. Look at their a pair of awe-inspiring no one can part them manner, everybody really heartfelt accepted. Originally the reality of love, can really like this In fact, it all depends on human effort and what impossible? The first story told me, love is can be chosen. The second story told me, love is can be insist. The third story told me, love there is no impossible. In this graduation season, I just want to tell you a little story to tell those who still love courage, the lovers, how lucky you, you still can choose, can you hold, still can expect an unlikely story become possible. If which day each other walked away, don't hate reality, just love enough. If love, what can't they? I always believe in love. And you? (Comment on this)
3:04 pm	God sends to quarrel with you We had three years of marriage, and meantime noisy how many times I have lost count of the plane. You know, I am not a very attentively woman, but some fight scenes, I is unforgettable. Have a fight, you use your body pressed against the door, afraid that I lived in the small woman wayward when midnight door and fled away. Have a fight, you alone he stormed off. I quickly chase down, but how also can not find you. Go home alone, looking at the empty room, I burst into tears. You get from a corner of the room ran out hugged me. From now on, we fight, you always hidden in I can find you place. Once a week, we quarrel, didn't speak after Women ShoesI came home from work one day how to also can't open door, have to crustily skin of head to call you, let you to go home. Afterwards just know, that the door is you got their hands. To tell you the truth, I was not bit was angry, but deeply touched. Have a fight, you luggage to go, I firmly plucks your bag, SOB to say: you can't walk, I am your most important baggage, to go take me with you. As a result, we go to hangzhou tourist a circle. Have a quarrel, I in anger will let's cut the photo of be crushed, you use exactly one night will they stick good. Have a quarrel, I want with you divorce, looked everywhere for marriage, but couldn't find -- you will marriage certificate hid. You say me is god sent to the people with you quarrel with you so noisy, how the tacit understanding! Know when to shout, when the tears, when the breaking things, when to put forward a divorce, when the SLATE clean... Yes, our marriage is the quarrel marriage. Now, we still often quarrel with each other. But you will no longer use the body against the door, no longer hide marriage certificate. You know, I'm not going to leave you. Yes, leave you, I will cry. I don't want no quarrel, no tears, no great, no mirth bland marriage. I want to be with you in quarrel with, and tears and laughs together and slowly old. The machine is me this violence little woman not dropped several ten times in electric will also continue to cook for us, it as our marriage as strong and healthy. I don't know that I love you, only know: leave you, I will cry. I was sent by god to quarrel with you. (Comment on this)
3:04 pm	We had three years of marriage, and meantime noisy how many times I have lost count of the plane. You know, I am not a very attentively woman, but some fight scenes, I is unforgettable. Have a fight, you use your body pressed against the door, afraid that I lived in the small woman wayward when midnight door and fled away. Have a fight, you alone he stormed off. I quickly chase down, but how also can not find you. Go home alone, looking at the empty room, I burst into tears. You get from a corner of the room ran out hugged me. From now on, we fight, you always hidden in I can find you place. Once a week, we quarrel, didn't speak after Women ShoesI came home from work one day how to also can't open door, have to crustily skin of head to call you, let you to go home. Afterwards just know, that the door is you got their hands. To tell you the truth, I was not bit was angry, but deeply touched. Have a fight, you luggage to go, I firmly plucks your bag, SOB to say: you can't walk, I am your most important baggage, to go take me with you. As a result, we go to hangzhou tourist a circle. Have a quarrel, I in anger will let's cut the photo of be crushed, you use exactly one night will they stick good. Have a quarrel, I want with you divorce, looked everywhere for marriage, but couldn't find -- you will marriage certificate hid. You say me is god sent to the people with you quarrel with you so noisy, how the tacit understanding! Know when to shout, when the tears, when the breaking things, when to put forward a divorce, when the SLATE clean... Yes, our marriage is the quarrel marriage. Now, we still often quarrel with each other. But you will no longer use the body against the door, no longer hide marriage certificate. You know, I'm not going to leave you. Yes, leave you, I will cry. I don't want no quarrel, no tears, no great, no mirth bland marriage. I want to be with you in quarrel with, and tears and laughs together and slowly old. The machine is me this violence little woman not dropped several ten times in electric will also continue to cook for us, it as our marriage as strong and healthy. I don't know that I love you, only know: leave you, I will cry. I was sent by god to quarrel with you. (Comment on this)
3:00 pm	Father to son's letter: you have to learn to fall in love with a woman His father said, older small, should seek girl friend, but before finding a girlfriend to know these. His father said: men not only should like women, but also must fall in love with a woman, importantly, life can only love a woman, because such, ability can have more ambition, because you want to support, you must shoulder the responsibility of a man, wife and children inside, it's not was in hot status, but the greatest happiness of existence. His father said: men most loyal friend, your woman, because she will accompany your life, love, so buchibuqi. Men's biggest enemy, power and money, people die, wealth, ancient ruins many thousands of years ago will understand this truth. His father said: in addition to parents women clothingand your wife, who also not worth you to pay too much, for parents to pay, because we gave you a lifetime on love, blood is thicker than water; Paying for his wife, because she will give you the rest of your love, PuWei toughening silky, without transfer rock. His father said: if one day you for your woman cry, don't feel ashamed, men must put their women put the first, and only on the second career, or the third. His father said: "if your enemy know you love who and want to harm to her, remember, trying desperately to protect her, don't blame you for woman, because such beauty, the woman is not weak, history give women set a much unknown sin not protect our women, the man is not a true man. His father said: men will be like a man, for his own woman drunken, fine, but don't for the pursuit of money and the right to drunk, otherwise you wake up and will have nothing. When you are poor only money, you also were empty hands. His father said: men, to do hero, can't do GanXiong, like, xiang yu, born as jay GanXiong death forever be soul of souls, his interest in the first place, and hero makes his most beloved people in the first place, even if the house of flying daggers YuJi YuJi nelly, still send telling us how exclamation, this society, only heroes to name the favors. His father said: "among thousands of people, you meet those you've met, in thousands of years, the boundlessness of, not step back, didn't also late" this is the best explanation for love, even if you've got the whole jiangshan, but beauty is not necessarily you, you can get back of the person you like, but you rob not back to her heart. His father said: you can be a nouveau riche, but never can do a noble, money and career can let others eye on you, but others have a prominent family ACTS of without inner cultivation, still let others despise, no matter how rich after you, wherever you are modest, polite, thus, learn their won't, doesn't know, only in this way can you progress, climbed up the hill. His father said: in my point of 100 years, I don't want you to ensure that there is much more rich, right, but I want to assure you that you have at least a love their woman, because you have love in your heart, can endure blow up any to love others, to mind world, only to people who love, it will be possible to build a career. His father said: hit the woman man not a man, that you don't and his pick, find tyson to woman, a woman used to ache, you can put the gas and by a woman go outside, but never can put the anger from the outside to by a woman. His father said: men a out by again big adventure, the injustice, also don't hold it against you, don't take, not gas, broad life from tolerance, tolerance is a great, big namely da, da can JianJi world. His father said: learn to believe that oath and commitment, only believe to have faith power, despite not know, but the real future doppler love you of person, will give you the pledge, and fighting for. His father said: I most despise not loyal to feelings of the people, you must not have someone else forget old love, your FaQi will her with you the best time in the period, the poorest half her there with you, before you repay her after a lifetime this, you should stay away from the infidelity people a bit further, because they even his wife don't care, how can care about you this stranger? (Comment on this)
2:56 pm	A root twisted dough-strips love That year, she is ill, he go to the town lorries took her doctor for clinic. Said a considerable collection of fair, took out his pocket all the COINS, the card shark finally gave her needle, then slipped her two take HuangZhu foil of TCM. He took lorries and walk back she was still sitting on the floor. Through the sichuanbei, turn right, then across the street, delicious delicious gas smell, wafted wafted. He beat spittle gulped mouth, hesitate few seconds, stop the step, turn head: "do you want to eat twisted dough-strips not?" She was also the stuff in secretly pharynx shame, suddenly son heard him a question, leng leng, shake head: "don't eat, don't want to eat." She press press tied that a few cooked potato: "this have sweet potato? If I were hungry, I will eat sweet potato." She clearly, his pocket break even one slot all didn't, which comes the money to buy twisted dough-strips. He watched her, just as suddenly, suddenly see her heart. She is embarrassed, bow. Damn, that good sweet delicious flavor and the gas came, she couldn't help but and spittle swallowed swallowed. Will the street, to pull gently carts berthing, he at the corner that fry great youtiao walked stall. Her eyes chasing his shoulder width latissimus figure, looking at his standing in the stall poke chuo before dots. She blushed and ashamed to close your eyes. Oh, we are not a beggar ah, he how not bashful to somebody else to beg! Then opened my eyes, she saw his words spoken by ourtenant holding a one off racing toward her. Her angry, twist: "I don't eat. I'm not a beggar, I will not eat begging to things." He said in a loud voice: "who said this twisted dough-strips is begging to come, I am." change with tobacco She surprised: "take of tobacco change? Then you want to smoke to do?" He smoking for many years, the somebody else say "man is iron, rice is steel," he says, "man is iron, smoke is steel". In his eyes, smoke than rice important. Tired, he point smoke a suck, always turns; Hungry, he ordered cigarette a suck, is full. He take out of tobacco are both of their cultivation of HanYan, drying, tobacco into slices loaded into small plastic bags were again in his pockets, want to suck, take small pieces boil "LaPaTong". He smile: "day along whilebikini don't smoke, couldn't hurt. Again, his addiction to the can't stand of words, just pick up pieces of the roadside dry leaves the grated LaPaTong boil, and not can still smoke can should emergency..." He will be twisted dough-strips handed her: "quick eat hot, sweet, soft." She said: "we points to eat, you half, I half." He shook his head and shake head: "no, I am not greasy food, you are quick to eat." Her eyes were a bite, misty, want to wipe, wipe. He's still in the happy, ask: "sweet not sweet, sweet not sweet?" She blurt out: "bitter, very bitter." He almost leap: "bitter? How is bitter, I want the teacher give Fried a root most sweet the most sweet oh." She looked up, brows: "not letter, you try." She joined next big push, was pinching stuffed him mouth. He chewed chewing it once, again, yi, strange strange, is not bitter sweet delicious, still warmth of ah. See his face very confused confusion appearance, suddenly, she rush toward chi a break into laugh out loud. He, instantly, they know what happened. She is just "cheated" he share that a root twisted dough-strips ah, cheat him eat a one off big half ah... This story, he is my father 30 years ago. This story, she is my mother 30 years ago. The story, told me, "father, mother of 999" times I said "1-9999" times. Father mother tells "version" some discrepancy. Father always ignored his love for the plot of tobacco youtiao, but reiterated mother cheat him eat twisted dough-strips details. Mother always emphasize father youtiao with tobacco in details, but threw her cheat father eat twisted dough-strips plot. (Comment on this)